I did not end the year with a list of bests and worsts; nor did I start the new one with resolutions. There are reasons why, of course, but let me just say 2015 provided a lot of challenges and brought many tears to those in my family. I am not lying or trying to gain brownie points when I say that you, my blogging buddies, have been a bright spot in an otherwise difficult year.
As a thank you I’m posting a poem by Duke Miller who regular readers will recognize as my reclusive, social media hating buddy down in old Mexico. This poem, along with a group of others he’s currently working on, is from his WIP Spider In My Mouth.
For fans of his work, I’ll post them under the Poems tab at the top of this screen.
poem
i’m trying to redefine cringe
as a good feeling
by shaving the contours of my eyeballs
into the shape of a big wooden door key hole
the gold kind with rust that frames little old ladies
dead and unattended
sitting in rocking chairs
i’m having trouble
my friends tell me to stop
but i can’t
the rocking chair is on lay-away
and i don’t want to lose my deposit
How about you? Happy to see 2015 in the past?
2015 brought a mix of challenge and happiness, but I’m always glad to see the new year come. I hope yours is an improvement.
Thank you Dan!
Thanks to you, Jan, I’m an ongoing and forever fan of Duke Miller. Can’t wait to read Spider in My Mouth – but then, you are giving us tastes of it. Thank you!
I’m glad to hear that KC Gal! Thank you!
I’m glad you get to turn the page, Jan! My 2015 has its highs and lows, but nothing too dramatic. Hoping for a smooth 2016 for both of us!
Thank you Deb – yes, I’m hoping for a bit less drama but one never knows. All we can do is hope and appreciate those highs!
Mine was a good enough year. More happy than sad. More health than sickness. More gain than loss. I’m sorry yours was not a better one. I am always looking forward to new things, so hopefully this year will live up to our hopeful expectations.
You have a great attitude! I’m going to have to screw my head back on and get on with the program.
I’ve worked hard to develop this attitude, it did not come naturally — my natural state is worried melancholy. It’s still hard sometimes. BUT, gratitude and staying open to opportunities really helps me get through.
Wishing you a peaceful, prosperous 2016, Jan. Take care of yourself.
Thank you Arleen! I wish that same for you and yours!
Here’s to better days ahead!
Thanks Norm. May we all see better days ahead!
I wipe my feet on 2015 and bid it good riddance! Sure there were some bright spots amid the doom and gloom and chaos of my life utterly falling apart, but it’s good to finally be coming through on the other side.
Knowing just a bit of what you’ve been through, I have to say, you’re an amazing lady!
Here’s hoping 2016 is easier for you, Jan. 2015 wasn’t my worst, but I’m hoping 2016 is better for a lot of reasons. xo
Well, with a new book coming out, anything could happen! Let me know if you need an early reader.
Thanks, Jan! You are way too sweet. I will let you know when it’s ready for a reader and you can let me know if you’re up for it. I’d love your feedback, of course. xoxo
I do hope you have a better 2016. I try not to measure by time.
Thank you Glyn. You’re right – just because there’s a new calendar on the wall, it doesn’t mean life starts anew! (even if we’d like it too!)
I guess 2015 will go down as ‘a hard years work, some signs of growing maturity in his approach to his work but could do better’. Here is wishing you, Jan and everyone a fabulicious 2016.
Thank you Geoff! I think you’ve done an incredible job keeping up with your blog posts, being supportive of other writers and finishing another book! You deserve a pat on the back, for sure!
Aw shucks.. *blushes*
I would say 2015 was a steep learning curve for me, filled with challenges, joys, and surprises. Great professionally, okay personally. I hope it all balances out this year. I wish you a wonderful 2016, Jan. x
It is hard to achieve balance but I’m sure if anyone can do it, you can! I’m amazed by the energy you’ve put into book promotion and so happy that it’s paid off for you. Bravo Ellie!
Jan, I know 2016 will bring you change, I hope it’s a change filled with joy and happiness. :O)
Thanks Cluttered! I wish the same for you!
Thank you, Jan. :O)
I’d rather see it in the past, but what do I know? What if it was my last year? Then I would sound so unwise.
Happy 2016, Jan… 2015 was a regular year to me, but some positive personal changes popped up after October, so I am grateful… I liked Miller’s poem, truly nice ⭐️
Hugs. Aquileana ‼️😘
Thank you Aquileana! I hope to get to know you better this next year – you are a very interesting soul!
I’ve certainly had years that I’ve bid an exhausted goodbye and screw you to, but 2015 wasn’t one of them. Hoping 2016 will bring peace and joy to you.
New slate, brand new year, brand new chance (s), Jan : ))