The Blaze of a Heart #ChristmasClassics

Next on my list of favorite Christmas stories that have nothing to do with Santa, is this short story by Truman Capote.

It’s the story of a young boy and his elderly “friend” who set out with $12.99 to make thirty fruitcakes for people who have been kind to them or people they admire (like Eleanor Roosevelt). They are the wards of “persons” who “have power over us and often make us cry” but who for the most part ignore them and so over the years they have figured out how to entertain themselves and, at the same time, save a few pennies here and there for their Fruitcake Fund.

 "... a morning arrives in November, and my friend as though officially inaugurating the Christmas time of year that exhilarates her imagination and the fuels the blazes of her heart announces: 'It's Fruitcake weather!'"

We know little else about them. The young boy remembers no other home and his friend has never traveled more than five miles from the house nor has she seen a movie or eaten in a restaurant … but she “has killed with a hoe the largest rattlesnake ever seen in the county (sixteen rattles) … tamed hummingbirds (just try it) till they balance on her finger … knows the recipe for every sort of old-time Indian cure, including a magical wart remover.”

She also knows how to make kites and fly them in any weather. The important things to a young boy.

Nor do we know much about where they live except that it is a “spreading old house in a country town.” There’s an orchard nearby where they gather “windfall pecans” from amongst the fallen leaves, a grocery where they buy “cherries and citron, ginger and vanilla and canned pineapple from Hawaii, rinds and raisins and … oh so much flour, butter and so many eggs” which they load into his baby carriage (the thing he arrived in with little else) and drag home. However, for the most expensive ingredient they must summon their courage to visit a notorious bootlegger by the name of Haha Jones. Any guesses as to what that most expensive ingredient was?

Truman Capote aka Buddy and his friend Nanny aka Sook

Okay – it’s whiskey! Any of my baking blogger buddies use hard liquor in their fruitcake? I’m thinking of giving it a try. It’s been just that kind of year!

Me … after gobbling down too much spiked fruitcake.

Sobs, sniffles, and smiles #ChristmasClassics

Published by the Picture Book Studio of Austria

One of my treasures is a copy of The Gift of the Magi by O. Henry published in 1982 and illustrated by Lisbeth Zwerger. I treasure the book primarily because it is beautifully laid out (written in script!) and the illustrations are enchanting.

The story was written in the early 1900s by a fellow who wrote under the name O. Henry. He used other aliases as well, probably because he’d spent time in jail. That would be an asset in today’s publishing world but it definitely wasn’t in Victorian times. He also wrote The Ransom of Red Chief which inspired the Christmas classic Home Alone and came up with the terms The Cisco Kid, Banana Republic and Baghdad on the Subway.

For those of you who’ve never read The Gift of the Magi, Della has only managed to scrape together one dollar and eighty-seven cents to buy her beloved Jim a Christmas present. And so she sells her most prized possession. Given their dire financial circumstances, she probably should have bought something practical with the money she earned but she doesn’t. The irony is, Jim does the same thing and so they both end up with gifts they can’t use.

Or did they, as O’Henry postulates, receive the best gift that can be given?

The cemetery where O’Henry is buried reports that – for over thirty years! – they routinely find envelopes containing … one dollar and eighty-seven cents on his grave. Doesn’t that fill you with sobs, sniffles and smiles? It does me.

“Which instigates the moral reflection that life is made up of sobs, sniffles and smiles with the sniffles predominating.” O.Henry

The Twelfth Month

I always begin the month of December with trepidation. Years ago, when I was still working and the kids were in school, December always brought an overwhelming round of activities which foolishly I struggled to excel at. As a result, I generally woke up Christmas morning sicker than a dog. Now it’s the ending of another year and the realization that far, far fewer lie ahead than behind. A real pity fest only cheered by the overindulgence of chocolate and the cheer of good friends.

One thing I can say about 2025 is, I’ve enjoyed starting each month with a new page from the Washi Calendar.

Which one was your favorite?

Oh I almost forgot.

The berries are probably some variety of Nanten or Nandina berries. Their deep red color is believed to keep misfortune, sickness, bad dreams, and EVIL away during the winter months.

May you all be protected from misfortune, bad dreams and evil through this holiday season!

My favorite book to get into mood for the Holidays! What’s yours?

Don’t grieve me, I’m not gone

I’ve seen two of the former Beatles in concert: Paul McCartney probably in the mid eighties and George Harrison a few years later. The McCartney concert was meant to wow with a laser light show and a fast paced presentation of old and new songs. In some concerts there are quiet moments when the performer speaks to the audience in an attempt to connect but we left feeling no closer to McCartney than before. Perhaps he was having an off night. Who knows.

On the other hand, the Harrison concert was all about connecting. We felt like a friend we’d known a long time had invited us into his heart once again. I think the only Beatle-related songs he sang were While My Guitar Gently Weeps (which he changed to While My Guitar Gently Smiles so as not to offend his audience) and Something. Sadly many folks who came expecting a Beatles concert left or took a breather when Ravi Shankar joined him for a few lively ragas. What dolts. But George took it well.

Flash forward to the end of November, 2001. I’d just parked my car at work when I heard the announcement on the radio that George Harrison, formerly of the Beatles had died. I wanted to cry, to blubber like a baby, and then run back home to bed with the covers over my head. And then, a rainbow appeared in front of me, spanning the San Francisco Bay. Not a wispy here and gone rainbow but a solid arch. Directly underneath this rainbow a bird sang from the top of a spare and leafless tree. I must have sat in the car for five minutes or perhaps an eternity or perhaps just the blink of an eye … mesmerized by the sight.

Do not grieve me, I am not gone.

Anyway, that was a long, long time ago.

Pea Soup and Mushrooms

This has been the view from my house for the past couple of days. Pea Soup. It’s not your normal coastal fog but something called “radiation fog.” Basically: Cold Calm Night = Persistent Fog. This grey blanket of misery will persist until early afternoon and then, if you’re lucky, the sun will break through.

You know who really likes this muck? Mushrooms.

I have no idea what type of mushrooms these are but I think I’ll pass on giving them a taste.

We had Thanksgiving Dinner (actually a lunch) with people who were not born in this country and their children and grandchildren. On the way home we heard about the National Guardsman (actually a lady) who died and the actions our supposed leaders plan to take to punish more immigrant families as a result.

It makes me wonder how long before this document, which my Swedish great-grandfather earned the hard way and treasured his entire life, means absolutely nothing if you can’t prove you were born here? How long do you think?

At any rate, the Twelfth month will soon be upon us. Can you believe it? I can’t. What a year.

The way it began.

Do they have a chance?

Just what you wanted to see on a Sunday morning. A tin can that’s been rusting in the garden since Eisenhower was president. Hum, should I throw it in the recycling bin? Do you think there’s some hope it can have new life?

Will anyone ever want to drink from this can again?

Someone out there is missing something. A tail perhaps?

Hubby says “Pick it up. Aren’t you curious to know what it is?”

Is he crazy? Besides, the someone missing the something might come back looking for it. Any chance of that you think?

I’ll be posting less and less for the foreseeable future. I’ve decided if I’m ever going to republish FLIPKA, I better hop to it.

About Flipka.

In the original book, the main character (Dr. Fi Butters aka Flipka) tries to examine all of the strange events she encounters rationally and scientifically. The setting is, after all, the far reaches of Nevada, an area famous for unexplainable events, many linked to top secret government or military operations. However in DITH (working title), she hits the brick wall of what can be explained rationally and scientifically … at least by mere mortals.

Okay guys – wish me luck. I’m running out of gas.

Flipka’s mode of transportation – the Chevy Nova. Ever take a spin in a Chevy Nova? It’s a real hoot!

Bowpea and the Vets

Before he was Bowpea, Jim was a dough boy whose mother wrote his given name on the back of the photo (below) in case he didn’t return from the war in Europe.

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Jim only had one brother and that brother had divorced his Protestant wife to marry a Catholic woman. He had fallen from grace with a mighty thud. So it seems unlikely that Jim’s mother would forget the angelic face of her youngest and still in good graces son. Perhaps she did it to protect him; like a silent prayer whispered to the war gods. Bring my boy home.

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The Preacher’s Family – Jim is between his father’s legs.

According to Wikipedia, dough boy was a nickname for a member of infantry until WWII when GI became the preferred term. There are several theories as to how the term dough boy came about, ranging from the color of their dust covered uniforms to what they ate. None of them are very heroic sounding. I’m glad they no longer use that term.

Fortunately for me, Jim did return home and had a long and reasonably happy life. Until he got saddled with the silly moniker of Bowpea by his eldest granddaughter, that is.

Bruce longed to fly but his mother wanted her only son firmly on the ground. In the end, she was not able to keep him grounded but, with the help of her powerful step-father (known only as The Judge), she was able to keep him stateside until the end of the war. Bruce was not happy with his mother or The Judge. For the rest of his life, he surrounded himself with flying aces, men who had flown combat missions.

Below is Bruce with one of his buddies, Captain W.U. Gray, affectionately known as Wug.

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Captain Wug was renowned for his eclectic vocabulary which I tried to capture in my first book, Flipka.

“You must forgive my meritorious comrades their resistance to melioration,” Captain Wug interjected. “Referring to Cavalry (Peak) as a monadnock is hardly a grievous malapropism. However, my curiosity remains unabated. Why is a charming young lady such as yourself interested in that area of mystifying moraines? ”

Yes, that’s really the way Captain Wug (his obit here) spoke.

Another of Bruce’s buddies was this guy who was born and raised in the same town in Montana:

Colonel Hubert (Hub) Zemke

Hub was not modest about his heroics, like Captain Wug. He wrote several books highlighting his exploits: Zemke’s Stalag, Zembe’s Wolf Pack, The Hub: Fighter/Leader. Although he dragged Bruce and Wug into several unsuccessful business ventures, I’ll forever associate him with the bags of oranges he always brought with him from his ranch in California. From bombs to oranges – what a life.

Of course, they were the lucky ones.

The American Cemetery at Colleville-sur-Mer, Normandy.

Never Forget.

Whenever it is November

I don’t know what to do in November when sunrises are so grim. And so early. By morning’s switch to afternoon I am done in for the day.

I don’t know what to do in November when it’s time to store outdoor furniture and put tools back in the shed.

When the only four tomatoes I managed to save from the critters,
struggle to ripen.

And these two fellas arise again.

This plant first appeared in the garden in August 2020 looking very much like that certain part of a man’s anatomy.
The stalk stretched to almost five feet tall. Snake-like, purple and malevolent.

When I asked readers to help me identify what was growing in my garden, they advised me to hire an exorcist or move far away. But then it blossomed. Spectacularly.

However, the last time it blossomed was August 2022. I don’t know why sometimes it blooms and sometimes only foliage appears. Why sometimes in August, sometimes in September and now … November. To confound me, to confuse me, to make me want to wander far away …

But then, it’s November! A Happy Birthday to the many lovely people I know who were born in this month … the thought of you does bring me a smile!

I draw naked people

One of my many hobbies is figure drawing. There’s something meditative about spending a couple of hours intently focused on another human being, the contours of their body as they take different poses, the shadows and nuances of their muscles … I could go on and on. I haven’t done a lot of figure drawing over the past twenty years because it’s difficult to find a group of artists to join. And trust me, you don’t want to ask a friend, neighbor or spouse to strip and pose.

In the first session the five minute poses really killed me! But I had fun making messes.

A lot of people don’t understand that drawing naked people is not the same thing as creating pornography. Figure models generally belong to guilds that have strict rules and regulations. (Everyone can take off their clothes but not everyone can hold a poise for five minutes!) Successful figure models can earn up to 100 dollars per hour and the hours are generally mid-day or in the evening. Perfect for professional dancers.

Here I went a little crazy with a variety of pencils and chalks! I’m still trying to figure out my tools.

When my children were young I lucked on to a sculpture class that focused on the human form. Thus, my children were accustomed to seeing sculptures of naked people all around the house. However, every now and then I’d hear a new playmate snickering over the sight of “naked boobies!” and worry that the local vice squad might be showing up at my door.

This sculpture was done so long ago I can’t remember what I was thinking. We certainly weren’t beheading children and using them as props.

The group I was lucky enough to join meets in a room at the local community center that is also used for children’s art classes. It’s delightful to see their drawings posted all around … however, last session I needed to leave early and inadvertently left behind my sketches. Whoops. Naked bobbies in the children’s art space.

Experiments with chalk – it’s soooo delightfully messy.

I hope the janitor finds them and throws them away before the kids show up for their class! I don’t want to get arrested for warping young minds with naked boobies!

If I don’t show up for a while, send bail money!