“We were playing with the clouds”

Do you see what I see?

When I die and they lay me to rest
Gonna go to the place that’s the best
When I lay me down to die
Goin’ up to the Lizard in the sky

…. (apologies to Norman Greenbaum)

Clouds come floating into my life from other days no longer to shed rain or usher storms but to give colour to my sunset sky. – Rabindranath Tagore.

Half moon at sunrise.
Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth,
And ever changing, like a joyless eye
That finds no object worth its constancy?
- Percy Shelley

When I was in the garden, this small plane flew overhead, reminding me of a sad anniversary. My father used to fly over our house when we were kids in his little Cessna. He loved to take us up with him but mostly so he could scare us into never wanting to go up with him again. He would have been 100 years old on January 15, 2024. I’m absolutely positive he would not have wanted to turn 100 but we miss him none-the-less. Hi Dad!

I wish children didn’t die. I wish they would be temporarily elevated to the skies until the wars end. Then they would return home safe, and when their parents ask them; where were you? They’d say “We were playing with the clouds.” Ghassan Fayiz Kanafani

27 thoughts on ““We were playing with the clouds”

  1. Thank you that was a beautiful post, I love the part about your dad , I am sure he’s fli a little plane up there constantly buzzing you!
    I see things in the clouds too and boy that Lizard is a beauty… Sport in the Sky will never sound the same.
    That last poem about child and war….💜💜💜

  2. “nothing in the air but clouds. nothing in the air but rain. each man’s life to short to find meaning and all the books almost a waist. i sit listening to them singing … i sit and listen to them” Damn it all, damn the life not worth living. Duke

    1. I could spend all day watching clouds … sometimes I watch them so intently that I feel like I’m a part of them. You may call me an airhead, but I’m not the only one.

  3. You had me laughing at your one-word change in the first verse and again with your dad’s objective in taking you up and scaring you. 🙂 Looking at clouds and seeing shapes is a lovely way to pass some time and just relax in nature.

    1. My father was a very cautious man on the ground but once in the sky, his inner dare devil took over and he let it all hang out. None of his children followed in his footsteps and became a pilot. When I saw that lizard cloud that song came immediately to mind!

  4. How sweet, “We were playing with the clouds!” Children are good at that even from ground level – visualizing animal shapes and other imaginary things. Clouds are good for that.

    1. It was the anniversary of his death and I’d been thinking of him so I might have ascribed special meaning to a random event! But that’s what gives us special moments, right?

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